★ The Chocolat soundtrack.
★ Gifted myself a new art journal for the new year. It was expensive (8€) and it took me two weeks to go from mental chatter of "It's not worth it/I'm not worth it" to "I work really hard and I'm worth it!". It is made entirely of recycled paper and I'm so in love. I haven't been able to put it down. Even when I'm not filling it with stuff, I just hug it, or keep it beside me on the bed for company while I'm on the laptop... Maybe I should stop anthropomorphising inanimate objects, but no I won't, it's my nature to imagine that objects have personalities :P
★ Mimosas (my favourite flower) blooming in December, wtf! They're a February flower. Weather is crazy, poor planet.
★ Bought myself a ton of clothes, finally. I've been freezing to death for years because I was always broke. But now that I have a full-time job for the first time in seven years, I've been able to gift myself a ton of things I'm not used to. And it's definitely been a challenge to convince myself that it's okay to buy stuff. My default mental setting is "I don't need this", meanwhile I'm freezing to death or starving. I've learned to live in denial. Need to unlearn that.
★ Did a couple of money spells a month ago and money has been coming in from random places. Like I've won 50€ in the Christmas lottery (I invested nothing, since the lottery ticket was a gift from my mother), I'm also receiving random money from clients at work, I find euro coins on the street constantly, received a bonus 250€ that I did not expect at all, what a shock, and when I went to Lush to buy new shampoo cause I ran out, the shampoo I especifically went in for has half price off, no other product was on sale, only mine bahaha, it's so funny when shit like this happens.
★ My macrame plant hanger that I'm obsessed with. Yet another object I talk to.
★ The show Reign.
★ Road to Avonlea. When am I not obsessed with it?
★ Those quiet, fast-passing days at work.
★ My love's cheeks and freckles and gigantic muscly arms and belly and EVERYTHING. I want to kiss every part of him forever, all the time, non-stop.
★ Orgasms with him *sigh*
★ Seeing my love have a social life and seeing him pursue his happiness. It's so sexy to watch.
★ Ron wearing his adorable blue jumper.
★ The female security guard at work who is so hot and sexy. I get shy around her hahaha.
★ Bought the Leonie workbooks, like I do every year, and I'm obsessed with imagining 2016. 2015 was a piece of shit of a year for me, emotionally and physically. And 2016 looks promising.
★ Rosemary essential oil in my drinking water. So refreshing!
★ Celebrated one year with my love C.
★ Went to the cinema with mom, dad and sister. Special mention: the delicious salty popcorn!
★ Mom joined us in putting up the Christmas tree this year (she lives in Barcelona and hasn't been around for "tree decor day" in many years) and it was way funner with her around.
★ When my brother-in-law attends our family lunches/dinners. I hate family get-togethers, but when I know that he's coming I know I will laugh until I cry and I look forward to that.
PS: Already completed one goal, finished on January 2.
★ My dad's potato & carrot & olive oil purée. Bliss in the mouth!
★ The warmth of the sun.
★ Rainy days lying in bed with C, abusing his freckled bearded cheeks with my lips. CAN'T HELP IT!!!
★ Received an mp3 player as a gift from my parents for the cagatió. I haven't had any kind of music playing device in seven years, I kid you not. Now I can go to work, and go grocery shopping, or go for walks listening to music or podcasts.
★ Playing Trivial Pursuit with my family, eating nougat and other yummy crap.
★ Shampoos from Lush.
★ Hot sopa de galets on rainy, freezing days.
★ The book The Secret Garden. I re-read it for the hundredth time last month and it lifted my spirit and life seems so much more beautiful.
★ Star Wars marathon in bed with C holding hands. I dislike Star Wars (C loves it) but I enjoy insulting the characters I dislike and picking apart the awful dialogues.
★ How soft C's pajamas is.
★ My burgundy lingerie set. I feel the need to become a burlesque performer just so I can parade it around the world.
★ Buying kebabs for C and I, and going home to eat them in bed watching a movie.
★ Being picked to continue working for one more month.
★ The gorgeous full moon on Christmas ♥